18!

It's jealousy bitterness and anger. To this day if she could split us up she would. But we’ve been through so much, I don’t think there’s anything out there that could hurt us.

I witness something yesterday and it brought back memories.

A letter to my miss smelly,

It feels like the whole world is crumbly around you, but you are not alone. You are still young and the future is very bright for you. I just want you to know that you are lucky. It might not seem that way right now, with all the yelling, but you are. They yell at you because they care. As for now, yelling its more to let out the frustration. They are angry at you, and also angry with themselves.

I just want you to know that I am here for. I will greet you with open arms and I will listen to you, but you need to open up to me. I will tell you off with all the wrong things you have done, I will be honest to you and I will give you the tough love you need in your life.

You are very lucky because, when I was young, I didnt have anyone to run to or maybe I was too scared to tell anyone. Please dont be like me, tell me your problems. If I dont have the answers you are looking for, at least you let it all out, dont keep it in.

Give it time. Be patience. I am here for you, I love you and Allah loves you. XOXO