The next Chapter...

So now that I am married, what's next? Baby/babies? So many questions are running in my head.. When should one start planning to have kids? Would we be good parents? Is it scary?

We are currently still staying with my parents. The goal is to move out once our apartment is ready. Ready is, when the toilet is fixed, wardrobe is install and furniture bought. We haven't start doing any of that, so give or take, it will take us don't know when till it's all ready.

It's a WRAP!

 It's been three long weeks and its finally over! Back to life, back to reality...

People asked me "How is it being married?". My answer "Still feels like we are dating but able to go home together and do much more ;p".

I am very grateful for all the kind wishes and help to make this the most memorable days of our lives. 

18!

It's jealousy bitterness and anger. To this day if she could split us up she would. But we’ve been through so much, I don’t think there’s anything out there that could hurt us.

I witness something yesterday and it brought back memories.

A letter to my miss smelly,

It feels like the whole world is crumbly around you, but you are not alone. You are still young and the future is very bright for you. I just want you to know that you are lucky. It might not seem that way right now, with all the yelling, but you are. They yell at you because they care. As for now, yelling its more to let out the frustration. They are angry at you, and also angry with themselves.

I just want you to know that I am here for. I will greet you with open arms and I will listen to you, but you need to open up to me. I will tell you off with all the wrong things you have done, I will be honest to you and I will give you the tough love you need in your life.

You are very lucky because, when I was young, I didnt have anyone to run to or maybe I was too scared to tell anyone. Please dont be like me, tell me your problems. If I dont have the answers you are looking for, at least you let it all out, dont keep it in.

Give it time. Be patience. I am here for you, I love you and Allah loves you. XOXO

Wait it over....

Take a deep breath, close your eyes and everything will be OK. If only it was that simple...

Checklist...

Checklist and more checklist, when will it end?