Pee Pee and Toot Toot

I'm rewatching How I Met Your Mother and just finished watching an episode where Lily had to pee in front of Marshall. Was thinking about me and the husband. We've been together for nearly 12 year before we got married and I have never farted in front of him. After a week of marriage, I had kinda a very bad stomach ache and I couldn't hold it so I farted! I was hoping it would be a silent one but NO!!! I was so embarrassed!!! He laughed so hard, he nearly peed himself. OMG!!!

First time I peed in front of him was maybe when we were dating for a couple of months. I was staying on campus, and he came to visit me. We were suppose to go out for dinner but suddenly the lights were out. It was out to the whole campus. I hate being in the dark and I had to pee! The toilet was a shared toilet and it was kinda far away from my room, he followed me to the toilet and shined a light to the toilet stall for me. It was embarrassing but also sweet.

Now that we have been married for nearly 2 years, him knowing that I'm peeing is nothing new, but I still don't pooped in front of him and I still don't fart in front of him. I think I accidentally fart in front of him, twice maybe three times and that's it! Somethings needs to be private in a relationship and stay there.

Happy pee pee and tooting!

Wiggle, wiggle, wiggle...

Fun facts (about me)

1. We have a cat! Since I dont have a real baby yet, he is my furry baby.

2. I have a new favorite song to dance to but now that I am married, I can no longer put it on full blast and dance like a crazy person. I do not want to scare my husband :p.

3. Working for my dad has it's perks. When there's no work to do in the office, I can just have a nap on my desk.

4. I can no longer fit my skinny jeans! NOOOO!!!

Feeling a tad sleepy. NAP TIME!

No hello...

I had a miscarriage a couple of months ago. I didnt really have enough time for it to hit me that I was pregnant. I was sad but also a bit emotionless. It was too soon for me to have a reaction. I only knew I was pregnant for 2 days and after that it was gone. I had to go through D&C. It was scary, I didnt want to do it but I had to. I woke up in pain. I was in pain for about a week and whatever I took to ease the pain didnt work. My husband, he didnt understand the pain and thought I was acting. I am grateful that it happen early. I think I would have been heartbroken if it was further along. It happen for a reason. The tiny thing wasnt ready yet or not strong enough.

Now, I feel that I lost something. Something is missing in me. What scares me now is that if I cant have babies. We havent been really trying as my body is still healing. My hormones is haywire and my period is erratic.


Soon I will have you and I will love you always.

STUPID!

The stupidest excuse I have ever heard in a very long time!

She must have sent something through skype to make him lose consciousness and do weird stuff to himself.

Is it out?

Of all the people on the phone book list, he accidentally dialed my number. Smart lil'baby!  Your mummy should be proud.

Slowly but surely, the truth will be exposed. Just have to be patient. I have nothing to lose anymore. Its your turn now.

Secret...

One day, you will hear whispers, the more you hear it, the louder it will be heard, and when its too loud, you have no where to hide and the finally the truth.

Ramadan Kareem!

This Ramadan is really testing me. My tolerance level is very low. I tried my very best to not be so grumpy and moody, but sometimes I just can't help it, you need to let it go. But after today, I know why. I feel sooooo much better, well rested and calm. It's was the time of the month! Hahaha.

I need to remind myself to be more patience with myself and everyone around me.

Have a good Ramadan and be good!